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everything just keeps changing so drastically. I’m not ready for this. No one is. But I have to suck it up and pretend like its going to be ok when I know things are going to be different. I have to stick it through. Things will be great. I hope…
Went to the store today. workers be cray cray:
“Do you need help miss?”
“No, I’m good”
30 seconds later…”Do you need help now?”
“no. thanks.”
2 seconds later..”How about now?”
HOW ABOUT YOU BACK THE HELL OUT OF MY FACE NIGGA! I need to get my shit done and I can’t do it with all these muhfuckas up in my BIZNESS. instead being in my goddamn face all day erryday, why don’t you do your job and fucking clean up isle three nigga??!!!
You are so dumb. Being a bitch to me for no reason then saying I’m a bitch… wow. You thought I was a bitch today? wait till tomorrow… you haven’t seen nothing yet.
People tell me to be nicer. They don’t know that I actually am being nicer just by listening to them. In my mind I want to tell them “Shut the fuck up… You don’t know me bitch!” but I restrain myself and just nod my head like a nice ass person would. no need to thank me, YOUR WELCOME BITCHES<3
friends..
sometimes its easier to let go than to hold on and make everything worse. When all has been done and you have tried everything, it’s time to go.I’m not giving up on you, because i did try to solve it out. but i have very low tolerance and i think i will just never trust you as a friend. I don’t choose my family, my parents, my home, my school, my teachers, or my life that i’ve been given. but i choose my relationships, whether that means my significant other or my friends. And to me, if i am not happy with the friend(s) that i have, than all i have to do is move on, and they will do the same. No confrontation, no fighting, nothing. Just going on with my life. If i know these people are not those who will stay with me through thick and thin, then i need to get over them and find people in my life who will be there even in the darkest moments. My life will end one day and i need people who make me happy. My time is not worth you wasting it and making me feel bad when i could be out there happy with some other person who i know is a great friend to me. So thats it. I’m done. No tears or regrets. It’s time to move on. have a great life, and i mean that:)
